Gratitude Journal Week 11, Entry 6- 21%

It's all about Corona. Despite the eventful two weeks that have passed, the highlight is Corona. It is amazing, the impact that fear has on people. The downfall of financial markets, people falling over themselves to horde the "essentials" and finally learning to wash hands. There are truly two drivers in this world- hope and … Continue reading Gratitude Journal Week 11, Entry 6- 21%

Gratitude Journal Week 9, Entry 5- 18%

Break of format- no tracks. So, it took 5 weeks to have the first derail. Good part- continues for 5 weeks, bad part- didn't derail sooner. There is a high chance that I may be addicted to one of the acceptable vices, but there is no need to address that because it's acceptable and as … Continue reading Gratitude Journal Week 9, Entry 5- 18%

Not the Gratitude Journal

Sometimes things hurt like a bitch. Even if they are four years old. It fucking pains to guess the things. Sometimes, there is no closure, only a fuckton of pain hidden in crap. But I don’t blame myself anymore. Or consciously I don’t. It helps people move on if there is someone else available at … Continue reading Not the Gratitude Journal

Gratitude Journal- Week 5 (10%)

Rules It has to be about positive things, about myself and others. It has to track some goals. Even if the movement is not towards the goals, it still has to be positive reinforcement. Goals- Currently at 94. Got Gym membership, Currently at 0 visit per week- 98 kg Count-0. Meditate- 4x week Finding a … Continue reading Gratitude Journal- Week 5 (10%)

Gratitude Journal- Week 4 (8%)

Rules It has to be about positive things, about myself and others. It has to track some goals. Even if the movement is not towards the goals, it still has to be positive reinforcement. Goals- Currently at 94. Got Gym membership, Currently at 0 visit per week- 98 kg Count-0. Meditate- 4x week Finding a … Continue reading Gratitude Journal- Week 4 (8%)

Gratitude Journal- Week 3 (6%)

Rules It has to be about positive things, about myself and others. It has to track some goals. Even if the movement is not towards the goals, it still has to be positive reinforcement. Goals- Currently at 95. Got Gym membership, Currently at 1 visit per week- 98 kg Count-0. Meditate- 4x week Finding a … Continue reading Gratitude Journal- Week 3 (6%)

Gratitude Journal- Week 2 (4%)

Rules It has to be about positive things, about myself and others. It has to track some goals. Even if the movement is not towards the goals, it still has to be positive reinforcement. Goals- Currently at 98.Got Gym membership, Currently at 1 visit per week- 98 kg Count-0.Meditate- 4x week Finding a course- Looking … Continue reading Gratitude Journal- Week 2 (4%)

Gratitude Journal- Week 1 (2%)

Rules It has to be about positive things, about myself and others. It has to track some goals. Even if the movement is not towards the goals, it still has to be positive reinforcement. Goals- Currently at 98. Reduce weight and improve health. Beginning weight- 98 kg Count-0. Meditate- 4x week Finding a course. Learn … Continue reading Gratitude Journal- Week 1 (2%)

Gratitude Journal- Synopsis

Since 2011, I have begun a journey towards being highly pessimistic, angry, negative, problem finder and all the other non-positive adjectives possible. This has manifested into physical and mental status which is less than ideal. Hence, I am trying something new on a “sort of” ‘public platform. Long story short, I hate myself. I hate … Continue reading Gratitude Journal- Synopsis

Pragmatism

We all have dreams. Dreams that may or may not be achievable. Sometimes, the circumstances don’t support the pursuit and sometimes the sheer probability is the issue. For the lack of a better phrase, not having things our way leads to dissatisfaction and a journey down a rabbit-hole that is hard to leave. And then … Continue reading Pragmatism